Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Midweek Devotion from the story of Jonah

Read Jonah chapter 4.

What is it we think of when people mention the story of Jonah? I guess a lot of people think about the fish. Others think about the plant that grew and then died. We tend to remember the stranger things, don’t we? My personal favorite part of the story is when the king requires the animals to repent, and wear sackcloth! Yet it is very easy to hear these parts of the story and miss what is actually going on. The story of Jonah is quite funny, it’s true, but underneath the humor God has some very important lessons to teach us.

When things don’t go according to our plans there is trouble. Talk to the business man who blows up because the plane he is supposed to be on is canceled or overbooked. Talk to the salesperson who can’t make their quota of sales for the day. Talk to the parent who blew up in the middle of grocery store because the two kids cannot control themselves and are bothering everyone in the store. Talk to yourself when things just don’t go your own way; you know what I mean. But since when do things always go to plan?

And for Jonah, it would be just perfect if the Ninevites that he tried to run away from were all struck dead by God. It would just be perfect if God would wreak vengeance on that bunch of no-good tormenters of Israel, for they have treated Jonah’s people badly. They have slaughtered them and made life hell. He wanted payback. And that is what he preached “40 more days and Nineveh is toast!” (3:4). Notice his message was totally negative and with no good news. He knows God is angry with them, and he wants just desserts for them. That Jonah is angry, goes without saying, but the Ninevites responded to God, they believed God and repented with all seriousness with prayer, fasting, sackcloth and dust (3:5) and when God saw what they did and they had turned from their evil ways, God had compassion and did not destroy them (3:10). Mercy triumphs over judgment! Awesome grace of God was beautifully displayed. And we know that yes, God is angry, He is horrified by sin, yet He will graciously forgive if anyone will turn and plead for mercy. That has always been the case and will always be the case. So God was no longer angry at Nineveh. But someone else in story remained angry, Jonah, flew into a rage.

Here he is the one who knows personally the grace of God. He had just been rescued from his own grave and even said “salvation comes from the Lord” yet he couldn’t really stomach what he confessed. That salvation really comes from God. He was angry at God, I wonder if we are ever like that? Jonah knew about the Character of God. He prayed to God, “I know what kind of God you are. That is why I did not want to come here. You are gracious and compassionate; slow to anger and abounding in love, a God who relents from sending calamity. That is why I tried to run.” Jonah feels like these are horrible people and they deserve judgment. He does not want God to show mercy to these people. Perhaps the people will slip up and he will have a front row seat for their destruction.

God caused a vine to grow and give him shade. It quickly appeared without any nurture or help from Jonah. Jonah was happy for the first time in our scripture. The next night God sent a little worm to kill the plant and Jonah was right back to being angry, pouting n the hill side. God sent a hot wind and Jonah stayed alone on a barren hillside and wanted to die. He was not willing to go back into the city or head for home. He just wanted to pout, over the mercy of God for the City and for the loss of the plant. God ask him if he had reason to be angry about the plant. He says yes and that he wanted to die. He sounds like a spoiled child. God says that he on the other hand has had everything to do with the creation of this great city and people. Shouldn't God care about them?

Jonah has been angry with God and only submits when he feels forced and is a stubborn and harsh representative. He only serves God at a minimum level and has no joy in his work. He does not really care about what God wants, he wants to control who God will touch and save.

When are we like Jonah? Where are we in the picture of God’s kingdom today? Are we happy to be working in the kingdom? To we appreciate his efforts on our behalf. Do we resent his work in the lives of others? The story of Jonah is about a reluctant prophet that God uses in spite of his flaws and attitude. God’s work is our work. We are called to look where he is working and joyfully join him there.

Saturday, January 10, 2009

It is good to be home!!!

It is so good to be back in Junction. I cannot put into words our gratitude for all the prayers, calls, cards and visits over the last month. We were gone for 32 days and it sure felt longer.
Mignon arrived from Bridgeport today and was terribly excited to meet her little brother. She just loved touching and holding him. She thought that he was a doll at first. She has pulled out all of her toys.
Tomorrow we are going to start some rearranging and turn the room that used to be a carport into a play room for Mignon and all of her toys.


Thursday, January 08, 2009

Thursday day 32 Zane is 4 weeks old.

Zane thinks that he likes the apartment but I bet he will really like the house in Junction tomorrow. He is a pretty happy baby and only cries when he is hungry. Saturday he gets to meet his big sister. We are watching the Gator game this last night in Austin. We have been doing some packing; the Christmas tree is down and packed and my clothes are packed, Laurie is working on hers during half time. Curt and Jennifer are coming in the morning to help us get our stuff to Junction. I can't wait.




Tuesday, January 06, 2009

Tuesday Day 30 Out of the Hospital

Last night the three of us stayed together in a room at the hospital. Zane did not have any wires or tubes, it was the first time that we were able to hold him without having to worry about pulling something tripping over cords.

Laurie feeding Zane

Looks like an Angel
His going to the apartment outfit.

His bed in the apartment.

Even though we had wonderful nurses and great doctors, we are very happy to have Zane with us unencumbered by all the medical paraphernalia. He is eating and sleeping well. We plan on coming home to Junction Friday, Laurie's mom will come Saturday bringing Mignon and we will be a family reunited.

Sunday, January 04, 2009

Sunday Day 28 Light at the end of the tunnel.

As you can see in the picture Zane is tubeless again, and his tests went well. The MRI was normal and the hearing test was fine. He is doing so well that the doctor said tomorrow night Laurie and I can spend the night at the hospital with him so that we and they can make sure that he will nurse and do well with us. Then on Tuesday Zane gets out of the hospital. We will stay here in Austin with him until Friday when we will return to Junction.

Saturday, January 03, 2009

Saturday Day 27 almost there.

Laurie was able to nurse Zane for the first time today. He is doing much better with the feedings and tomorrow he should be tubeless again. The Doctor today told us that they are going to do an MRI on him tonight just as a precaution. She said because he was such a sick baby they want to check and make sure that all is normal. She was very clear to us that this is nothing to worry about it is just precautionary. She also wrote orders for his hepatitis B shot and circumcision.
We are hoping that we may come home next Saturday, January 10th. That is not for sure yet but it looks likely at this point. Laurie and I are definitely ready to come home and have Mignon with us again.

Thursday, January 01, 2009

Thursday day 25 Zane is 3 weeks old!

Zane is 3 weeks old today. He also is just on his mother's milk as of today. He is still not finishing his bottles so the are still using the ng tube in his nose. He gets four bottle feedings a day and four feedings through the tube. He had just had a bath before I took these pictures and he was very alert and awake while we were there. After his belly was full he developed the hiccups,and we got to change his diaper. It has been a good day we are both feeling better but still sneezing and coughing, I will be glad when we are over this.